regular sleep cycle

my resolution to sleep by 1130pm has been failing every. single. night for the past 2 years or so. i don’t know why. but by the time i’ve convinced myself it’s time to shut down and go to bed, it’s 130am.

no, i don’t struggle for insomnia. in fact, i have the superpower of falling asleep anytime, anywhere. but my brain refuses to sit still between 1130pm to 130am.

a random idea pops in my head, i need to write that down or i’ll forget it tomorrow. perhaps one more dog rescue video on youtube before i call it a day. wait… is that cow’s best friend actually a cat? i need to play that video.

that’s not all. the worst of it comes when my mind starts playing tricks on me and it goes on its own roller coaster ride, comparing myself to stranger after stranger.

and before we know it, it’s 130am, all over again.